So I am back on the blog typing my heart out again looking for the world to see me the way I want to be seen, the kind of person that is willing to do whatever you ask, a true friend, a good person, a kind loving fun hearted lover... but do I get that? Na I get drama, now I know in life you'll always have haters i'm ok with that but liars believing haters that lied about what they're hatin on..... yeah I got confused too!
But seems to be my fate lately, check it. I went down tha street to visit with the family of my kids mom while my buddy Erico went to his granny's. I figured me and ole girl there partied before and had a little drink and bonded outside of the connection of camrons mother so things would be cool if I stopped by to say what up. Everything was cool Cassondra was there with her mom's, her kid and her sisters baby we were talkin chattin it up nothin but having a cool time. Well I get home and my (mind you we have been broke up for months now) room mate btw is also my baby mama, anyway she called and starts trippin about me F****** her cousin and all this drama. Look you know how Ashley is by now ladies she is this psycho that thinks if I look at a picture of a girl that me and her had sex. I never lead her to believe that I am looking for anything more than friendship whilst I flirt and play that is just my nature it is how I roll.
Well the cousin drama continues as the story snowballs into you did my cousin, and her bff, and some young girls and all this: A story that by the way susposedly comes from my sons mother, her mother, her sister, the cousin, the cousins mama, and the friend! seems like I just got caught up right? Well its all drama and lies that my former girlfriend and kids mother came up with over her own insecurities because I never done nor said I had done anything more than party with these people and maybe just hung out thats it.
My question is why is my life so glamorous that the whole deal has to be "investigated" by Private Sara. Sara is Ashley's sister with whom I have had personal problems for sometime but that is another story for another time. Long story short if you know the Reid's you know what I am sayin. But back to the investigation WTF is it your business Sara? If you dont like me fine and if ashley wants to move out FANTASTIC that is what I have been wanting since June. So why are you trying so hard just tell her all the terrible things that I am guilty of and give her a place to stay! Bottom line I done nothing but be good to her you and your family, you all are just so screwed up you need to cause other people controversy just to feel somewhat normal. Fine I will be your scapegoat, I am the public's bad guy.
I only wonder what have I done to you, and when I say you I mean you reading this. What have I done to you to be labled such a bad guy ? It cant be the kind words I offer when your feeling down or the out of my way I go to make sure were cool only for you to stab me in the heart! Or when I try to hang out you assume I wanna hit it, Truth be told dont flatter yourselves! I only flirt with alot of you to make you feel good..some of you I wouldn't touch with a 10ft pole so instead of hating and calling me a liar a cheat and a jerk, how about smile and appreciate the kind of person I am I could be a straight dick and not try to be friendly with you, Infact I could be more like you start lies about the fidelity of your significant other or tell fabrications about how me and you had done some freeky shit just to piss your man off maybe I will just tell the world how it was you coming on to me not vice versa when I took the wrap because I am a good guy!
I dont want charity or pitty, I want less drama. Is it too much to ask for that? If you hate me good I likely hate you but I will be man enought to tell you just ask, and consider this me askin you lets get this out DO YOU HATE ME? it is soo easy to be honest quit frontin delete me from the friends list and bounce from my life simple stuff.
So here is the closer all truth, Ashley cheated on me with this dude named Tyrelle I cheated on Heather with Ashley so I got what goes around comes around covered karma took care of that. I never honestly wanted Mike Comb's wife to leave him for me or anyone else for that matter it was my humor that you would have normaly gotten had you not changed into the self centered group of judgemental hypocrates that you are. I wasnt looking to rub tha fact in your face I was lookin to regain a friendship that was gone years ago my mistake..so mike you know my number I am done tryin its your ball. April I like you, you are a little young and a bit moody for me but your interesting. Ally you need to see how beautiful you are and that the world is much more than what you see now dont settle for what you got in that man in jail and give yourself a chance to grow up and see what you want in life your big cousin pimp loves ya and is there for ya. Heather I am happy your happy always have been always will be, you create this animosity yourself I have for the past couple years tried to be your friend, it is not in your dna to be kind so I have moved on mentally. Cassondra we as far as I have it figured are cool I look forward to seen yall again hopefuly with less drama and fewer misconceptions. Leah I love you but as a friend I have never looked for a relationship with you...not that I wouldnt! but me and bry go way back! Jessica you are beautiful I love you, the guys in your life dont diserve you. call it jelousy call it what you want but you are a cool girl and even as friends I would be cool with it. Andrea the queen of standing me up you have this all backwards I should be standing you up I am out of your league and thank you for not wanting to lead me on lol!!!! Sara you and I will never get along as bad as I would be ok with it. You feel the world is wrong and your the only one in it that is right you blame people for things you either bring on yourself or is not your business in the first place. Spend more time lookin for the good in people and they will spend less time seeing the bad in you. Sabrina "KOOKOO" but you are who you are you cant help being molested and then treated like the bad guy rather than the victim, even your own mother casted you out, as hard as it is for me to admit I can relate to you on some levels....Having sex with my dad isnt one of them! But I understand why you are what you are. Sabera no I didnt take your pills you took your pills and your the kingpin of crazy you started it all! What kind of mother gets mad at her daughter when she marries the man that raised her as his own child, without as much as thinking twice about who was the victim here you for losing your husband or your daughter for being taken advantage of by her stepfather! Mindy Derek Little Girl you guys confuse me lately, where is the break down in communication? Ashley it is over its been over as soon as you realize it you can move on I am here for you in regards to camron but I have lost all feelings for you we are barely friends, save some integrity and bounce out.
I'm rambling but you get the point if I missed something I will add a part 2 but for now
Deuce Fingers,
Americas Bad Guy
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